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take it back

from Bedroom Artist by Porch Cat

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lyrics

this song is about ptsd and dissociation, being unable to understand why you feel like you're falling apart. it's also about coming to realize what happened to start it all and trying to come to terms with it.

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lately things have been harder than before
my brain and heart don’t seem to work right anymore
this winter will take everything that's left
this winter will take everything i’ve got left

i’m losing time with thumbtacks and rubber bands
it’s something more cause i’ve got blood on my hands
this winter will take everything that's left
this winter will take everything i’ve got left

and the way they take it all
i lost myself somewhere else after the fall

oooooo

a year of losing control of everything
really does a person i think
i’m healing and i’m trying to get up
i’m crying and i’m trying to get up

i couldn’t see what i am seeing now
i’ve been looking from down here on the ground asking how
i’m healing and i’m trying to get up
i’m crying and i’m trying to get up

and the way they take it all
i lost myself somewhere else after the fall

i can’t take it back
i can’t take it back
i can’t take back what i never had

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from Bedroom Artist, released June 24, 2015

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Porch Cat Washington

Porch Cat is a DIY, queer, folk punk band from Washington, fronted by Chan B and accompanied by Emily Ayden. Chan's raw, honest lyrics and unique vocals define the bands sound, while their partner, Emily Ayden, brings thoughtful vocal harmonies along with a driving and melodic guitar to round it out. Porch Cat is a project that strives to connect with and empower marginalized people through music. ... more

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