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In The Garden I Will Learn To Grow (Demo)

by Porch Cat

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RheDYn griFFiN ⚧ My dad lives in a town but his garden is full of wildlife, three cats, a shrew, a hedgehog, frogs.
Sitting outside listening to this chills me out and reminds me of being somewhere in the countryside x Favorite track: The Other Parts (Demo).
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Drag my leg across the floor Nobody sees me anymore Just a fraction of me, kind regards Hide away the other parts Just a fraction of me, kind regards Hide away the other parts To my room is an open door Slamming it shut doesn’t work anymore My silver joints light the way to the stars Hide away the other parts Just a fraction of me, kind regards Hide away the other parts
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Maybe I’m a girl when I’m holding you I could be your man if you want me to Vulnerable and stubborn I want to be nothing When my mother hides her tears is she strong? Hold on to my conscience when I feel wrong Holding my breath I want to be nothing Would I be your girl if I trusted you If I start from dirt could I become new Vulnerable and stubborn I want to be nothing Maybe be your boy if you tell the truth Bury me tonight, under the full moon Holding my breath I want to be nothing I’ll tie my heart to the fence he built Bleed in the garden I’ll lay in the dirt to regrow myself Bleeding the garden I’ll tie my heart to the fence he built Bleed in the garden I’ll lay in the dirt to regrow myself In the garden I will learn to grow In the garden I will learn to grow In the garden I will learn to grow In the garden I will learn to grow In the garden I will learn to grow In the garden I will learn to grow
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I get your hairs between my fingers I get your hairs stuck in my bed Been hard to move when you still linger Is it so bad I’d rather be dead? You are the sacred stinger I can’t get you out my head I don’t want to let go so I won’t Til you tell me to or I choke I’ll be the tree, and I’ll give Don’t follow me to where I live To where I live I’ll tie the herbs above your door I’ll tie my heart to the floor I’ll take everything and more Give it back to you You are the sacred stinger I can’t get you out my head Stare at the moon It’ll grow and grow bigger soon My body moves the way she does You are the sacred stinger I can’t get you out my head You are the sacred stinger I can’t get you out my head I am the sacred stinger Can’t get out of my head
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I’m always sleeping I’m always tired And I just wish that I could feel inspired Once in a while to do something Besides sit in my room and sing Oh-oh-oh Parts of me are not gonna be The same as they used to be anymore Parts of me want to see the sea But parts of me are afraid to drown Oh-oh-oh Every Sunday I wake up early And every Sunday I wake up late X3 Ooooh I don’t know if there is something they can do I don’t know if maybe they can give me some brain cells that are new I don’t know if they can do something to make this better I don’t know if they can do something to make me feel better It’s so lonely in this city It’s always sleeping when I’m awake It’s so lonely in this city Endless dreams keep me awake I’ve been trying to do better I just can’t seem to wake up It’s so lonely in this city Sometimes I prefer the one I make I’ve been trying to do better But I just can’t seem to wake up It’s so lonely in this city Sometimes I prefer the one I make In my dreams X4 Am I dreaming I can’t tell Am I dreaming I’m not well Am I dreaming am I dreaming am I dreaming am I dreaming Every Sunday I wake up early Every Sunday I wake up late Am I dreaming I can’t tell Am I dreaming I’m not well X2

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released September 3, 2021

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Porch Cat Washington

Porch Cat is a DIY, queer, folk punk band from Washington, fronted by Chan B and accompanied by Emily Ayden. Porch Cat is a project that strives to connect with and empower marginalized people through music.

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